lying takes so much les s energy

hungry tired and upset

my mom really fucked me up. she got mad at me for my poor mental health.. she got mad at me for getting help for it and called me selfish everytime I need an accomadation. I can’t eat without feeling selfish, I can’t be happy without feeling selfish. people offering to pey for even little things causes so much stress i just freeze up an d I don’t knwo what to do and then they get mad at me forr not being able to decide I can’t fucking win

even letting myself eat feels like too much kindness. how am I supposed to accept help from others.

fUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK I FORGOT. I FORGOT MY LAUNDRY IN THE L AUNDRY ROOM AND BY NOW SOMEONES PROBABLY STOLEN ALL MY SHIT FUCK FCUK FUCK

i havent done math in 2yrs whaddup

school 874,
korvjl:

feeling / july 2014

korvjl:

feeling / july 2014

skullc0de:

i love green

i have such a bad headache

pain 395,